Cannabis Fuels Deep Reflection on Love and Healing

Wake n bake I really don't know what to think. This man really is the love I have always dreamed of and could never find in anyone else. He somehow can seem to know exactly what I need emotionally. I don't judge anyone based on their mistakes only the way they handle it afterwards and if they are capable of taking a step back knowing they made a mistake and taking accountability and showing remorse. If they just go on like it's not their problem and they don't owe anyone a thing. I don't move like that. This man don't move that way either. Anytime he overreacted or notices he may have made me feel uncomfortable or hurt my feelings, before I have to address it he is already taking accountability and genuine in his apology and he does great at also changing the behavior not just saying sorry and not changing which is just manipulation. He's the only man I've ever been with that I don't have to say hey this was mean and it hurt my feelings. He don't miss a beat. This man is truly a profound and extremely human person at the same time. A walking paradox that has s much capacity to unconditionally show love after he's not been shown the same in return, I have never seen him change up because of how he was treated he still met them with compassion every chance he got. He gives me the tools and confidence to see how worthy of the things I want in this I am and not just that but that I also already have everything inside me I could ever need to do so. He heals the wounds on my own self worth that my parents gave to me everything they told me I couldn't this or wouldn't that. He has shown me that those were merely a reflection of their own self image they were trying to project on me to deflect from themselves and having to accept that. No longer will I be held back by the lies of sour and bitter minds that were cloudy with self loathing. This love is the love I thought only existed in books and romance novels. It's Bonnie and Clyde meets 50 shades of gray mix if we were a novel lol. This man is my person and where I'm supposed to be. I just hope I can give him the same love in such a deep way that he has given to me. He deserves everything he ever wants in this life and I'm gonna do everything I can to make sure he never feels anything less than just as incredible as I know he is. He does for me. ♡ and it doesn't hurt that hes probably the best I've ever had in my entire life in bed. I've never felt something feel so beyond words than when we are sexually connected it's not about just Cummings either that's a bonus it's a different high a whole bond I can't put in to words. I know this man's heart is my home and I will nature and protect it with all of me for the rest of my life.

Under the influence of cannabis, the user reflects deeply on a transformative romantic relationship, characterizing her partner as a source of unconditional love, emotional attunement, and validation. She details how his accountability, capacity for compassion, and ability to foster her self-worth have healed past parental wounds and inspired her to reciprocate this profound connection. The user expresses gratitude for this love, which transcends physical intimacy, and vows to nurture and protect her partner, viewing him as her home and ultimate destination.

this is so beautiful man, the way you describe him really shows how much you see him. that mutual accountability thing is everything, like so rare to find someone who just gets it without you having to break it down

He's truly given me so much and he don't even know the amount of healing he has shown me the path too just by the way that he is so human and capable of making a mistake yet not becoming defensive and clouded by pride. I have never been loved by someone the way I wish I could find the words to explain the ways he has brought me to a place of self worth and acceptance. After losing my son in a wreck I thought the life where I could be happy to wake up everyday was over then he came in my life.

I'm genuinely happy for you. This is something I desire so strongly it makes me sick. Ive given my everything to people and have yet to be met there. It's soul crushing and I question if I'll ever find such love. I'm glad to know that it exists in the world for someone at least . Mixed emotions over here I'm happy and devastated all at the same time.

Don't let it get you too down because the thing is that's were I was 2 months ago! I had given up on anyone ever wanting to love me the way that I loved them. I had just spent the last 2 years in a relationship where we wouldn't even sleep in the same bed with each other or hardly talk or anything and I felt so alone and when I just started trying to go on with life being alone and then this man I had been friends with suddenly came in my life in a way I never would have guessed or imagined. Just focus on healing and bettering yourself and being the best you so when you do run into your person you'll be able to give them the best parts of you! You are loved and you are worthy!