Spiritual Connection with Ancient Tree During Meditation

So I am in jersey and we are at the house that my husband used to live with his best friend Kenny for many years. There are a few other people here. All friends and family of my husband fhat I’ve meant already many many times and who are all very warm and welcoming to both me and my daughter equally. South Jersey is know as the Pine Lands and people from there are know as Pineies…when he and I spoke the first few times, I didn’t believe that he was from south Jersey bc he has a southern twang that he speaks with like he should be from down south lol now I’m in NEPA and to be able to say that this part of Jersey is more “redneck” than where I’m from is pretty wild!! lol. I say all of this only so that you can understand that this house is surrounded by woods on 2 sides and there is a fire pit in an area out there that’s clear and there are so extremely interesting trees out there….i actually have to go back out and take a picture. I was so inthralled in the moment that I didn’t even think to take pics of them….lol…I need to go back out! Anyway, my husband and I went out for a smoke and he started showing me the trees he used to sit on or hang out in when he lived here all those years ago….and I don’t know if it was because it was past info that involved nature of if it some how is pointing to a slow shifting of perspective…. Anyway, my husband and I were outside together and he was showing me stuff and it was nice and I didn’t feel any lower vibrational feelings…for the first time maybe ever when he was talking about his past. What was really amazing tho was the fact that he went inside….i think he could sense that I just wanted to be alone in nature out there. He knows about all of the things I’ve been doing here in the app and the books I’ve been reading. lol for him, lol some of the things I tell him that I’ve read, that for the record are things that I personal do believe are true, lol some of them are still just to far fetched for him, but that’s totally ok bc we all have our own pace and journey to take. What I can hope for is that my own person journey perhaps might turn into a catalyst for him….perhpas…. So anyway, I’m outside with this amazingly old tree that is bent at the bottom almost like a perfect letter “L” lol. It’s crazy looking….lol. I took my glove off and put my hand on the tree and closed my eyes and started to meditate. At first I started it like the first meditation I did were I was layering the moment using word repetition, minds eye pictures, and the moving in and out of breath. I started there and then kind of out of nowhere I became conscious of my intent and so in my mind I kept saying something to the effect of “being of light….wise being of love….are you here? Please show yourself to me….i just kept repeating things like that over and over. After some time the words changed to other things like “please share your wisdom, show me the way, help me to understand, use me to help the cause, I open my energy up to you….” And kept repeating things like that. All the while there were geese flying over head and cars that I could hear driving buy now and again. At one point I had words in my head that actually said “I am here dear child” but I can’t say 100% that it wasn’t me talking to myself….but yeah, I was out there for I don’t know how long just meditating while touching and mentally speaking to the tree….

While visiting her husband's childhood home in South Jersey, the user experienced a powerful meditative connection with an ancient, L-shaped tree. During her meditation, she actively sought spiritual guidance, repeating affirmations and opening her energy, which she felt led to a profound sense of peace and potentially a response from the tree spirit. This experience marked a significant moment of positive emotional connection regarding her husband's past and her own spiritual journey.