Profound Psychedelic Trip: Uncovering Simplicity & Peace

Had a fucking beautiful trip a bit ago and this is just my overall spiritual takeaways and fun shit i experienced. to start off, my people are great i love them so much. i spent a decent portion of my trip just basking in the gratitude i felt that the universe had gifted me these gorgeous group of people who are 100% my best fucking friends and i love them. this was definitely the most spiritual and visual trip ive had. my previous two were very mild in comparison. my first was more of just a slight confidence gain, i think i just kind of let go of the societal pressure to be “normal”, whatever that is. but i just was looser and more myself honestly. the second i was mostly just obsessed with the colors i was seeing. the room i was in had a bunch of colored lights and it was fucking beautiful. this one though, this one i felt more connected with my spiritual side than honestly i ever have befoee in my entire life. in the straight edges of this house i saw the wchoes of the favric of thw universe and was intensely reminded of the human touch on the world. the details of the mantle became the strings of a harp strumming to the pulse of the earth. the sun on the ceiling was an endless intricate and ornate mandala the slipped just of of sight if i fought too hard to see it. i felt the very presence of Her in the mandalas, and in the movement of the clouds and how the sun shined through my friends beautiful garden. i sat with her and just received the knowledge how much ive been overcomplicating everything in my life. to just understand how simple i can make things. with Her, every chakra felt open and connected, and for the briefest of moments with the warmth of the sun, the brush of wind on my skin, and the smell of earth surrounding me, it was true peace. with all of that, i felt more open to sensuality. to be okay with touch. i have trauma, like some real shit that i dont need to post here rn, but it makes accepting any sort of touch hard to comprehend but this had me extremely comfortable with my body. i dont think ive ever listened to my body and done exactly what it wanted without question. i moved how i wanted to, touch what i wanted to, smelled what i wanted to. (fresh rosemary off the bush is fucking amazing btw) i also felt so in touch with my submission along with the sensuality. pressing on my own throat, jaw, and tongue was extremely grounding, but also not enough. if i had had it on me, i would have started tying myself up in rope too. i felt no more pain ( which sure might have been physiological effects of the shrooms, but yk whatever go with it) and i was stuck with everything that makes us human, our structures, the mental loads we carry, the instilled beliefs, and the simplicity of true sensations. i felt connected to every element and the very atoms that make up this planet in the universe we call home. fun shit: the mandalas i was seeing also showed me this beautiful dragon in the texture of the ceiling, like from a birdseye view. i saw the ridges in the dragons scales as its wings shifted and flowed with flight. food was different too, i wanted whole foods and my people made this stew from scratch which was fucking delicious and it was all veggies. i felt weirdly connected to the food and the Earth it came from. i have a bit of an oral fixation i guess and like to fuck around with my mouth, like biting my lips, licking my lips, running my finger across my lips that kinda shit, and i just felt extremely comfortable doing that, though i know it looked weird as fuck with me staring at the ceilings fucking smiling as She spoke to me with my fingers all up in mouth, contorted on the couch, my people said i looked like that shit they show kids saying dont do drugs, which fair and funny as shit. i really wanted to just wanted to wander nature, i went to the backyard and it was just so pretty and i felt so connected that i just wanted to go experience more of it, note to self really, doing shrooms in the woods would probably be a lil dangerous for me bc i would fully just wander off and disappear into the trees. overall, this trip made me want to ditch every stupid rule we as a society decided to make, follow into a flow spiritual practice, go vegetarian, and find more of that peace that comes with community.

Experienced a profound spiritual and visual psychedelic trip, feeling deeply connected to community, the universe's fabric, and a feminine divine presence ('Her'). This led to insights about simplifying life, opening chakras, and achieving peace. The experience also fostered comfort with sensuality, touch, and body autonomy, overcoming past trauma, and a profound connection to nature and elemental forces.