Finding Peace and Quiet Mind with Alcohol

Alcohol makes me so chilled and relaxed. I have no desire to do anything or talk to anyone. My mind is quieter. I’m perfectly fine just sitting in a corner, doing nothing - just observing. My mask falls off and I stop performing. I don’t feel the need to go socialize with people. I’m not overanalyzing myself or what other people are thinking. I stop caring about what I look like or what I say. I’m at peace?! And the best part is - I’m learning how to feel like this sober too. I already am, in a lot of ways.

How many drinks in are you

@mrhandsome 0 lol. These are all thoughts from last night. I wait till I’m sober to write them down though

@dev that makes sense, past 3 drinks typing is impossible

Hell yeah. I totally get this, enjoyed intentionally it can be such an amazing thing. A bit of a portal to deeper presence