📱Read this in the app
OpenDownload
ALTERDOpen in App

Finding Comfort in Childhood Colors

caterania
caterania
Sober•Apr 24, 2025, 4:43 PM•5 min read
Self-DiscoveryHealing
caterania
cateraniaApr 24, 2025, 4:43 PM
baseline
My favorite color is pink. The soft, baby pink that is mostly seen on Easter, or mother's day. The same pink at a mother's baby shower. But for a while, my favorite color was red. Red was more aggressive, less girly than the color pink. I bet those years must've been lonely for pink. She watched me grow up. She was there when I still had my thumb in my mouth, and now she's here when I enter the bar. She's there when I sign a credit card, or look at my license. What would she say if only she could talk? Would she be mad I abandoned her for so long? Or happy that I finally came back? She's my sister. A sister that hasn't aged a day since I met her. She still stands with her shirts so big they reach her knees and a teddy bear clutched between her hands. After waiting so long, shed look me in my eyes and say, "It's good to see you again."

Read this experience in the ALTERD app

Open in AppDownload

Related Experiences

Authenticity vs. Gender Roles: A Spiritual Inquiry

Deconstructing 'divine feminine' and 'masculine' labels, this reflection argues for authenticity over societal conditioning. Courage, compassion, wisdom are ...

Deep Love Amidst Addiction & Support Challenges

Explore a raw account of supporting a loved one through addiction and recovery, navigating codependency, and finding strength in love and commitment despite ...

Finding Inner Strength: A Journey of Self-Reliance and Gr...

Sean reflects on his journey of self-discovery, realizing the void was a silent witness to his struggles, ultimately finding inner strength and gratitude wit...

Consent is Freedom: The Truth About Intimacy

Explore the vital link between consent, freedom, and control. Discover how genuine intimacy thrives on vulnerability and the true meaning of a freely chosen ...

Explore more Sober experiences →