Cannabis Experience: Dissociation & Body Distortion

I’ve spoken too lots of friends and people irl but no one ever knows what I’m talking about and when this first happened I thought what I had must have been laced but that’s not true cus I’ve had this same thing happen too me lots of times its really hard too explain but basically the first time it was late at night and I was lying in my bed after taking some edibles and I was about to go too sleep it was completely dark and my eyes were closed and I felt really comfortable I started taking like deep breaths and imagining myself going too like deeper levels of comfort if that makes sense cus It’s hard too explain i was lying really still with my eyes closed and I got so comfortable after a bit I kinda couldn’t feel my arms or legs or eventually my torso before that I felt kinda like fuzzy or weird sensations going through my body but after I couldn’t feel the rest of my body except for my head it like my body was numb it was just like it wasn’t there and then after that it gets really hard to explain when I would think about my arm or kinda like try to move it a little bit it was weird cus it was almost like I didn’t even know were my arm was cus my eyes had been closed so long I would feel my arms twisting and turning in ways they shouldn’t be able too but it wasn’t like my actual arm but I could actually feel it it didn’t hurt or anything it just felt really weird and it was like going through my body and stuff and then I started to feel like I was like shrinking and growing really really big or really really small like smaller than I could ever imagine that’s kinda what it felt like and then sometimes i would feel like I was above this specific building falling towards it everyone I’ve talked too irl about this are just kinda like wtf u been smoking but it’s weird because it’s happened times I wasn’t even that high and it only happens under those like specific conditions I don’t just start shrinking and shi when I’m high normally one of the times it happened I felt a hand grab my wrist and it sounds pretty schizo but it happened and I jumped out of bed immediately cus it scared tf out of me but does anyone know what I’m talking about or am I crazy

The user describes a recurring, intense altered state experience under cannabis, involving deep relaxation, dissociation, perceived body distortion (shrinking/growing, disjointed limbs), and even a tactile hallucination of a hand grabbing their wrist. They've spoken to people IRL without finding anyone who understands, questioning if they are 'crazy' but noting it happens under specific conditions, not just when generally high, and are seeking similar experiences or explanations.

My spouse has described similar experience to me after their first time using edibles. It scared them too. Cant figure out why, we thought its dude to a low tolerance. But its happened a couple times since then as well

that sounds like sleep paralysis mixed with some really deep dissociation, honestly. the body not feeling like it's there, the weird limb sensations, the hand grabbing you... those are all things people describe when they're like caught between sleep and awake. edibles can definitely push you into that space more easily than smoking, especially if you're already relaxed and in that hypnagogic state