Mescaline Journey: Connecting to Ancestors for Fatherhood

A bit of background: I’m having my first baby in April. Much of my life I was a mess of a person. I had severe physical and mental illness and was highly dependent on a variety of medications. But things change quickly. Thanks to a drastic diet change, maum meditation, exercise, and psilocybin, I’ve gotten to a place where I’m happy, stable, and incredibly grateful. With a baby on the way, I know I’m ready cognitively, but my emotions have not yet caught up. I’m used to being out of control, so it’s hard to really beleive I’ve got this. This post is not meant to be a trip report. I won’t walk you through the entire experience. Instead, I’ll focus on a meaningful message that I got repeatedly throughout the trip. I kept getting an image flashing into my mind’s eye. The image was of myself, connected to a long line of other people with some sort of rope. Sort of like the ropes that mountain climbers use so that if one person falls, the others will hold the fallen person up. But upon closer inspection, I saw that the rope was a double-helix shape. I was at the end of the line of people, and the person immediately next to me was my father. I then noticed that the person ahead of him was my paternal grandfather. The line extended infinitely beyond my grandfather to many other unknown faces, all of which had a familiar look of love in their eyes. The cactus explained to me that this was the line of my paternal ancestors (my father, his father, etc.) and it extended back as far as I could see. The double-helix rope connecting us all was the Y chromosome that we all share. I noticed that every one of them, regardless of their strengths or weaknesses, were able to successfully raise a man to adulthood, and that man was able to reproduce. They told me that none of them felt sure they could do it either. But time showed the that they could. The same would be true for me. After accepting this message and trying let their encouragement sink in, I noticed the double helix begin to extend out of me in the opposite direction of of my father. It extended itself right across the table where my wife and I sat and into her belly. I was no longer at the end of the chain, it now linked me to my son inside my wife’s belly. I had an overall sense of relief that while it will be hard and scary at times, everything will be alright, and that I can do it. The fear I’m experiencing is as old as time, and it’s something I’ll one day guide my son through as he extends the double-helix rope to his son. I came out of this feeling like the fear was familiar and welcomed, and a part of a healthy process rather than a sign of impending doom.

The user shares a profound message received during a mescaline, cannabis, and cacao experience, where they visualized a double-helix Y chromosome connecting them to their paternal ancestors. This lineage, despite their own fears of inadequacy, represented a successful history of fatherhood, providing the user with the reassurance that they too can navigate the challenges of becoming a father. The experience shifted their fear from a sign of doom to a familiar, welcome part of a healthy, continuous process.

did you ask your ancestors where the restroom was at some point

@peeweepurpdrank67 no… I managed to find it myself. Why do you ask?

@lucidlibrary i ask because restrooms are hard to find