First Time Molly: Connection, Confidence, and Comedown

Okay, so I'm going to be talking about molly now. So molly, I did it before doing acid. So I did molly first and then did acid a week later. So with molly, so my setting, I knew what I was getting into. I know the difference between shrooms, acid, and DMT, and then molly and ketamine. I know that molly and ketamine, they're modern psychedelics. So because of that, they're different. They work differently than shrooms and acid and all those things. So I knew what I was getting into. So for this time, my first time doing molly, so I did it with someone. Someone that I barely knew. But before doing it with him, I already had some kind of trust in him. So I wasn't that much scared about doing it. So yeah, I took the capsule. I didn't eat anything that day. So it kind of hit immediately, I would say. It hit like 20 minutes after. So I take the capsule. I'm talking to this guy. And then when I start hitting, I start kissing him a lot. And the first thing that I noticed is that he felt wonderful. He felt like I was connected to this person. And overall, kissing felt beautiful, felt more pleasant, felt fun. It felt way more better than it does sober. So kissing is a whole other experience. And the music, I noticed that I enjoyed it more on molly than what I did on acid. So music on molly, it feels more pleasant, and it feels more fun. At least for me at that moment, music felt more fun and and enjoyable to listen to, right? But overall, I got really horny. I told this guy to fuck me. It felt really good. I feel like I really connected with him. I also noticed that my personality, it kind of expanded. So I became more, I feel like I became more, not intelligent, but I became more open. And then I became less introverted. So I was talking to this guy a lot. I felt a lot of love. I feel like I wanted someone to love me and I wanted to love someone. I wanted this guy to be my boyfriend, but I knew that it wasn't going to be like that because I probably knew him. But at that moment, I felt really connected with him. And I really got dehydrated a lot. But overall, molly, it was a fun experience. If I ever do it again, well, whenever I do it again, I'll do it either with someone that I really love or I'll do it kindly, which is when you do molly and acid, right? But overall, I would just do it with someone that I love a lot, that I appreciate a lot. Because it's something that if I felt like that with a stranger, then I'll feel incredible with someone that I love. So yeah, I must save molly. I must save molly for one of those situations. And then they come down. They come down. It was bad, honestly. But I had to stay hydrated. That helped me a lot. But the next four days, I felt really low energy and I felt exhausted. And I felt a little sad, obviously, because you know molly, it floats your brain with dopamine and serotonin. So that's why you feel like that, right? But yeah, things that I liked a lot about it, my personality changed a lot. I became more open and I became more shameless about my accent and about how I talk. Because I'm pretty insecure about the way that I talk in English and the way that I talk in Spanish too. Well, that's something that Shrooms helped me a lot with. And it was like getting comfortable in my own voice. And that's something that Psykailis have helped me a lot with. And molly. Molly, I felt confident. I felt connected. I felt loved. I felt like I wanted to love someone. Really fun experience. I might just save it for whenever I do it with acid or whenever I do it with someone that I really love. But overall, really good experience.

Describes a first-time MDMA experience with an acquaintance, highlighting increased empathy, sociability, and confidence in expressing their voice. The user candidly discusses the intensity of the connection, physical sensations, and the difficult multi-day comedown, concluding with a plan to save future experiences for deeper, more meaningful settings.