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Finding Clarity Amidst Overwhelming Choices

jellybean
jellybean
Psychedelics•Dec 22, 2025, 8:25 PM•1 min read
Self-DiscoveryPhilosophyMeaning of Life
jellybean
jellybeanDec 22, 2025, 8:25 PM
psychedelics
How do you decide what to dedicate yourself to when there's so much you want to do and be and feel and see. And the null state of indecision has you suspended. Like you've fallen from a great height. But time froze just before you hit the ground. And the ground's so close you could lick it. Do you?
naimlyss
naimlyssDec 22, 2025, 11:09 PM
baseline
I feel this every day. I feel like there's somewhere or someone I'm meant to be but I don't know what that is or how to get there, but it's like a memory of a feeling of something more
jellybean
jellybeanDec 23, 2025, 10:51 AM
baseline
Yeah like there's some potential somewhere inside you for something but figuring out what it is, is excruciating, everytime you latch onto something or someone and think yes this is it!! And then life goes LOLLLL JUST KIDDING that's not at all what you should be doing. So you start to think it's just your own mind creating the barriers and you could have done or been with any of those things or people if you'd just tried a bit harder.

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