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Cannabis Insight: Why We Watch Upsetting Content

rebelkatt
rebelkatt
CannabisApr 30, 2025, 3:15 PM1 min read
Self-Discovery
rebelkatt
rebelkattApr 30, 2025, 3:15 PM
cannabis
👀 I never understood why people watch stuff that upsets them on purpose The context for this statement is that my darling always be watching YouTube videos about secret societies, oppression & exploitation conspiracy theories 🌚🫠 Where attention goes energy flow🥲
geminipriestesstarot
geminipriestesstarotApr 30, 2025, 4:01 PM
baseline
@rebelkatt my thirst for knowledge sometimes prompts me to watch things that bother me. It's a mixture of curiosity, sometimes it's inspiring because I want to spread the knowledge I've learned, sometimes it's opening my eyes to things I didn't see before.. but I've gotten to the point recently where I can't handle watching other's pain. I get so mad when for example, a particularly brutal child abuse case pops up, it gets stuck in my head because I can't not feel the pain and fear that child felt... So it's like a double edged sword.
rebelkatt
rebelkattApr 30, 2025, 4:03 PM
cannabis
@geminipriestesstarot 😳❤️‍🔥 and just like that I understand my partner better🥹🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
rebelkatt
rebelkattApr 30, 2025, 4:04 PM
cannabis
@geminipriestesstarot I too thirst for knowledge (haha Sage is yelling in my ear today) Just in a different way.. Both ways are beautiful 🤩🥰🥰
johnfortnite
johnfortniteApr 30, 2025, 4:11 PM
cannabis
Morbid Curiosity gets the best of us sometimes lol
rebelkatt
rebelkattApr 30, 2025, 4:12 PM
cannabis
@johnfortnite in my darker days, morbid curiosity kept me alive!🌚🥹 I can definitely appreciate this

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